Saturday, August 19, 2006


is how I feel today. Nick took Jeffrey to the Game Fair, I just put Samantha down for a nap. The house is quiet except for the radio I put on... but I just don't know what to do. I mean the house needs to be cleaned, I could take a nap or a shower, but I know I need to get off of the computer. It doesn't help that I have kind of felt this way since Gar died and I left my job. When I do have the opportunity to be around adults I almost don't know how to act or what to say. And I still have no energy.
I just said to myself, maybe I need to get a job. Something part time. I just think it is going to be a month or two before Nick's work will slow down enough for me to work.

I am just so tired of feeling this way.


1 comment:

Roxanne said...

I think you should get a job, at least part time, when you can. That might not happen until after the kids are in school..but until then stay busy teaching the kids new things, and yourself. It's okay to spend lots of time on the computer, every once in a while, esp if you research or learn something new from the computer. Learning something new is great..and you don't feel guilty for not washing the socks or scrubbing the toilet.